can i stay that strong? can i withstand all these? will i learn to believe? are things as easy to hold onto and let go of? is it that easy to stay happy? can we follow our dreams and ideals? will we eventually find the one?
its difficult. but i really appreciate it. putting things into perspective does help a lil. i'm not les, but neither am i pro-man. its so confusing, this world. sometimes i think i should never have to make sense of it.
its tuesday morning and i refuse to sleep. SAD. xinhui's leaving for another (at least) nine months tonight. i'll have to miss her again ): no more weekly meetings with her to EAT (carlsjnr,orangebowl,macs). i think i need another run. no, wait, i'm meeting the tutugirls for badminton later. and tutu alws equals love.
thaiexpress with squaddies at j8 on friday. massive phototaking. even massive-er overeating. thai main course and dessert. hkg/taiwan desserts again.
happy ichiban with the camonions monday night too. overeating. again.
short term wish: be happy :D
long term goal : back packing/ asia tour! europe tour(: / lse
nanofive :D cam'on! [ tutucians ] econs. hkgang/ a place in north thailand-Nam Ree School! the nanofive team! / cam'onions, bblc, smiles, rainbow! / hk,shanghai,yunnan / JAY=LOVE! / feel at peace with the world more often / learn GUITAR!/ digi dslr / nice photos/ arty / slack!/ love econs / JAY CONCERT / kayaking! / feel the wind against me/ cycle / ubin / fly the kite/ sunrise / runrunrun!/ eat!/ study hard! / live! / ( the basic ) band- the yz gang/ continue reading / one day i will visit the country ST LUCIA, Caribbean! (: / disneyland! / nepal & tibet / asia tour/ japan, ramen & mt fuji . unlimited wants, limited resources :/ im just happy being happy most times.
*HUGS* TOTAL!give me more *HUGS*!
long term goal : back packing/ asia tour! europe tour(: / lse
nanofive :D cam'on! [ tutucians ] econs. hkgang/ a place in north thailand-Nam Ree School! the nanofive team! / cam'onions, bblc, smiles, rainbow! / hk,shanghai,yunnan / JAY=LOVE! / feel at peace with the world more often / learn GUITAR!/ digi dslr / nice photos/ arty / slack!/ love econs / JAY CONCERT / kayaking! / feel the wind against me/ cycle / ubin / fly the kite/ sunrise / runrunrun!/ eat!/ study hard! / live! / ( the basic ) band- the yz gang/ continue reading / one day i will visit the country ST LUCIA, Caribbean! (: / disneyland! / nepal & tibet / asia tour/ japan, ramen & mt fuji . unlimited wants, limited resources :/ im just happy being happy most times.
*HUGS* TOTAL!give me more *HUGS*!
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