心中不斷拉扯. 是怎么了?‏

黑色笑靨掉了　雪白眼淚掉了　該出現的所有表情瞬間掉了
瞳孔沒有顏色　結了冰的長河　回憶是最可怕的敵人

曾經唱過的歌　分享過的笑聲　在心中不斷拉扯
想念不能承認　偷偷擦去淚痕　冬天過了還是會很冷
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memories scares me sometimes. and they keep coming back to haunt me these days. snippets of those winter days, those random everyday scenes. snapshots of classes, libraries, people. maybe it's the graduation blues. or maybe it's getting older, or some smth else.

nevertheless, two more papers to go, and i really want them to be good.

for a peace of mind. for the knowledge that happy endings do exist. a happy, temporary pause to a school life which i cherish very much. for i promise myself that when the time comes, i'll be back again with (econs) books, in some part of this world. no matter how long it takes, no matter how old you get, no matter how minute your dream is, work hard & jiayou lu. :)